2002 was when we sold the family business, and I retired. This
allowed me to begin sculpting on a steady basis. I soon realized
that sculpting rather than architecture, is much more suited to
both my temperament and aesthetic proclivities.
I realized that I really didn’t like that actually building creative
architecture is continually hampered by so many external
obstacles of which I would have no control over. I am not the
kind of person who likes a good fight on his hands – I want to
create, not fight.
I also realized that I didn’t like having to deal with horizontal
and vertical planes needed for human habitation. I didn’t like
that melding building materials made for rectilinear designs with
my curvilinear concepts in an aesthetically satisfying way, was
always such a strain.
It became obvious that sculpting in clay was the exact outlet
conducive to the type of self-expression that meant the most to
me – no externally imposed aesthetic limits, other than the properties
of the clay; no need for approval other than my own; no need to
make money by selling them, and thus no need to enter the art
world. I can do exactly what I want, when I want, how I want.
It's my opinion that pure aesthetics, which is this type of freedom
facilitates, and the development of a unique self-expression were
the essential elements of Bruce Goff's persona and his teachings.
And so, as I continue to create these little aesthetic compositions of
My Forms and My Elaboration of them, I know that the decisions I
made along the way were the right ones for me, and I have no
regrets or recriminations. I have always followed my own
independent mind, and as such I consider my persona, itself, my
Kebyar self-expression.